pRioriTy

hmmm..... suddenly i was remembered of my last year commitment, at the end of last year, i decided to learn to put God as the first thing, the first person, the first focus in my life... since i realized that if we do so, all good things will come...
and the peace from Him will alwayz be in our heart...
yes... it seems worked for some weeks, but now...
it goes back to nature, i was busy with unnecessary things in life, which i believe, and i know i have hurt Him so... :(
God... i want to.. but... it is just so hard to put focus on You..
to put You in the first priority over all things...

i want a new, refresh, health heart... i think my current heart is already mess up...
want a new heart to love You purely... can I God???! :(