Gee... i almost reach the edge...

this is my last 2 month working for my current company...

today, i was left, alone at the meeting room, and suddenly have a flash back to the time when i join this company at the mid of 2007...yes, at the same meeting room..
come earlier than others, turn on my PC, work until late... Gee... really miss that moment... my first team at SentraPay :) , my lunch fren, my little cell group :)

Have to admit that i do get lots things here... , friends, lots learning points, the stressful :), much more...

there are also some time that i do tired of facing this field, but i also know that i will miss it lots as well.. :)

".....Gee... i almost reach the edge......"

for He is good and He is God :)

:D today, having sunday service in JPCC with friends from my cell group...
Wake up late, taking rush bathing... got a taxy to get there.. still sleepy since last nite had another insomnia nite :D
arrived at anex building at 9.12am and yet my frens had not come... hehe... seems i got too early then... hehe...

feeling the atmosphere at there just flash-reminds me of having sunday service at city harvest ( i love it :D , miss it as well)...

today, again, reminded bout couple months ago when God let me thru a time when all things were out of my control... but, thxful for those things since, finally He took me into the life that (must) has been missed by Him, a time when finally I decided to join my current cell group...
It is just a thing that I've never thought before... but above all things, He had prepared all good things for me (and for sure, for u! )...to get back to His love...
How now i want my circled frens also "meet" Him in their life...It is just like this statement: "If you are saved, u also will have desire for others to get saved" :)

luv Him bunch...

(i like today's song) :

Sampai habis bumi berlalu
Sampai siang malam menyatu
Kan kupuja dan kusembah Engkau ya Bapaku

trust in every word of God

whatever happens in our life, is in His control, even the worst one...He is there...
yesterday service, singing thesong of True Worshipper... "Dalam JanjiMu kemenanganku"...
Really like this song... YES! and YES! in every word of God, we may put our faith... since His words is His self...

The hardest thing of my current life is to keeping my heart clean, and to think (+)... many things that often make me grumbling... but learn to accept all things happens in our life, and believe Him that all things are good (at the end) :D

Thanks God i'm alive!

i'm excited :)

Yipeee already may....
Last month , april get lots of bless from God, for me , myself, and my family,
hm... really thankGod....

and now i'm excited for this may, what is on may? dunno...
but still wanna believe in Him who never let us down :)

May I come!!!!

yes 49:8

"Beginilah firman TUHAN: "Pada waktu Aku berkenan, Aku akan menjawab engkau, dan pada hari Aku menyelamatkan, Aku akan menolong engkau; "

Bbrp waktu ini, satu ptanyaan yang muncul : kenapa Tuhan diam?

Bukan kah Dia adalah Tuhan yg membuka pintu ketika kita mengetuk?
Tuhan yang menjawab ketika kita berseru?

Dan akan menjadi waktu2 tersulit ketika kita meminta guidance dari Tuhan, dan rasanya Tuhan speak nothing...

Tapi kemaren waktu baca Yes 49:9 , aku menemukan jawaban atas ptanyaan itu:

"Pada waktu Aku BERKENAN", Tuhan bilang... that's the point...

Jadi untuk mslah kapan Tuhan kasih jawaban, its totally hak nya Tuhan...
ketika Tuhan berkenan, dan Tuhan mau melakukannya, pasti Tuhan akan jawab.

Dan satu hal di ayat 15 dibilang bahwa Tuhan tidak pernah melupakan kita.

Yup, walopun Tuhan diam, tp Tuhan TELAH mendengar semuanya, dan pasti akan ada waktunya untuk setiap kita menerima jawaban atas pertanyaan2 kita....

:)

axioo....! can't stop admire it!!!! :D

uuuuuiiiii... can't stop admire this awesome photography work!

check this out:

http://www.axioo.com/blog/2010/02/10/ferry-rufina-%E2%80%9Clove-is-red-and-red-is-elmo%E2%80%9D

luv it bunch, really2 like the colors, the moment captured, and the cheerful read from those pictures...

probably now i can only admire these art, but really2 interested in this field,
if there is any way to learn it, sure i will take that opportunity, any one? :)

** Question: How to make the picture color like the one captured in Starbuck Coffee at the link? really like the color! and what is the color concept named?

kantung anggur yang baru....

Yesterday, as usual.. went to URBAN service, and again, during the service,
He spoke to me thru the service leader, when he spoke about new thing that God will give to us. Gosh! I really really doesn't like when he speak about it! Coz my heart seems rebel to receive it.. But , to be honest, at my first attendance at URBAN service, the first thing that I remember at the time he also said about : kantung anggur yang baru ( dunno how to translate it into English :) )
And again, yesterday nite, he said about new thing that God will give us...

Hmm... Why does my heart so hard to receive it... And I am afraid of standing in different side of Him... coz I know what kind of Person I deal with.. He has power to control my life just as He wants to.

And alsoooo: yesterday the opening song is the song I heard in SIngapore:
"I'm not gonna live by what I see... I'm not gonna live by what I feel..."
God... it has been about 2.5 months ya from that moment.. Thanks God, I've passed that time... and now the even the scar is still there, but the pain is being heal. Thanks God... :)

Aiiiiyaa... the second great things has happened during this year:
First : as I mentioned before : accidently going to Malay.. hehe
Second: for some time ago I was thinking of helping my parent to renov our new house,... but at the time I just thought that probably I can only give not much money since I still have to save for another plan... But suddenly... this month the employee get yearly bonus... And thanks God , He answers me, even I just dream of doing it, but He make it possible to me! Our awesome God : "Allah ku kan mencukup kebutuhan ku, menurut kekayaan dan kemuliaanNya."

Again, I 'm proud of being Your daughter.... :)